I THINK I HAVE THIS, but i dunno. i could just be my mind over thinking

http://www.1on1health.com/web/info/depression/english/home/Look-Listen-Learn check this link to see what im talking about

I JUST WISH THAT SOMEONE COULD DO THE SAME THING FOR ME, u know?

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

26th august 2010

On the 27th, i when out with my gang to see

Its a comedy just like scary movie and others like it, damn funny if you get it.
For others its just a common sense shut down. lol

The next day, i when to see step up 3 with my mum.
I did not see it in 3D, but im hoping anybody going to see in 3D would tell me.
I wanna see also ^^

SOON

Soon, we will be independent as a bird. But for the time being, lets do our best at everything we do.

VACATION ^^ part 2

This is the first thing you will see when you reach there. Its quite good for a board name.

This is Marcus Lee and i approve this message ^^

There this organization that is all about saving turtles. This is they website that they are promoting.
The third day, they official announce that this is the nest of a sea turtle from about 2-3 months ago. In a couple of days, there are going to be hatch. Thats so cool and cute.
It was soooo coooolllll. The day we arrived its the day the leatherback sea turtle hatch out of their shells and break the surface of the sand and headed straight for the ocean. But the sad thing is that there was only 2 of them. The termites and ants got to the first 88 eggs.

At night a turtle specialist came to our table and told us about sea turtles. There are 4 types of sea turtle in malaysia. The leatherback, olive ridley, green turtle, and the hawksbill turtles. They are now indangered.

Our breakfast, lunch, and dinner table. The turtle symbol was cool. To bad they put x6 when we had 7 people zzz. T1, T2 and T3 are our room numbers, don't ask me why its there a letter T cause i don't know.

We had weird bugs coming around for light, but this was to much. A prey mantis about 15 cm big doing the mantis dance on a chair. lol

That is a monitor lizard. I happen to look around and saw it wondering around. I followed it until it ran behind another room. The owner of the resort said that it was a small one looking for the small river near by to cool itself off. Then she told be that there are bigger once in the forest ==

This is the room we slept in. Its quite big so it would do. We had a total of 3 rooms.

VACATION ^^ part 1

Me, my mum, brother and his 4 friends all took a plane to Kota Bharu from subang airport.

The flight is about 1 hour.

This is the left side of the beach. In this picture, there are tourist going diving with a dive master to teach them how to use the equipment. You must have a licence to own the whole diving equipment. But this beach is more of a experience thing, so they let us use it.

This side of the beach, the water has black tip sharks and barracuda and many others like nemo. lol

This is the inbetween the left and right side of the beach. There is a raft there which we always go to for the whole 4 days. its about 10-15 minutes swim, it is very deep under the raft, u have to swim down like 15meter to reach the bottom and people arrive and departure infront of this beach.

This is the right side of the beach. On the 3rd day, we swim from far right side of the beach to the other side of the island and back. It was about 30 minutes to swim there and back.

on this side of the island, there are manter rays and other fishes.

VACATION ^^

I'm going on vacation ^^ weeeee XD

Come on! Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)
Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)
Come on! Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)
Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)

Vacation Need a little sun to break up
all the frustration and turn it into love
Ain't nobody gonna tell us what we gotta do
because today, it's up to me and you

Temptation coming up to me
A little brief relaxation and I'll be breaking free
Come on and break it break it new and I believe it's gonna start now
(Kick it back Kick it back Kick it back to the track
Kick it back Kick it back Kick it back and relax)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
(I need a break; I need a vacation)

Vibrations Need to get me sun
and break up all my complications and turn it into love
Ain't nobody gonna tell us where we gotta be
Because today, today it's to you and me

Vacation's what I wanna do
Buddy on the beach, fun for me and you
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
(Repeat after me, "I need a vacation.")

Let's go!

Let's go!

Let's go!

ooooo...
Let's go!

(The one with me)
(Where the fun is free)
(So come with me)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
('cuz I need a break, I need a vacation)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
(Repeat after me, "I need a vacation")

I need a... (Vacation)
Come on and... (Vacation)
I need a... (Vacation)
Come on... (Vacation)
mmm... Let's go.

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
('cuz I need a break, I need a vacation)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate

photos of 2010

This picture is damn nice.
I felt relieved that i did not cut my hair before taking this photo ^^.

Today is the final game for the high school basketball league against samad.
And we plan to take home that title of No.1 xp

Used

Fool me once, shame on me.

Fool me twice, shame on you.

Jun 10th.

hey guys,
I'm going out on June 10th.
Who wanna follow ?
Activity : ice-skating,movie, Cybercafe from 10am(reach there) to 12am(go home).

ice-skating: rm20-rm30(without socks and gloves is more) brunch hour. starts at 11am
movie : rm13 + drink rm4-ish (start at 4 or 5)
cybercafe : rm2.50 per hour, which will be at night.


The days that somebody cannot come:
Saturday 5th June.

Sunday 6th June.

Tuesday 8th June.
Wednesday 9th June.

Friday 11th June.

Sunday 12th June.

Sunday 13th June.

5th generation POKEMON!!!

OMG!!! new pokemon @@
The 5th generation with movie @@

Facing Fear

We should not let fear stop us from doing what we want.

Facing fear shows us that it is just in our mind, after over coming it, it will open up new things that we never though we would do or like.

But being scared is nothing wrong, it helps us know our limitations and how much more we have to learn.

Iron Man 2

This is the best movie man. Its the bomb!!!

"Awesome"

Move

For those who know me, and those who actually see these.

Here is something i know in my future,moving out.

LIE

A lie is one of the most hated thing i hate. If it was a small lie, it would be nothing until we notice you lie , but it would not be such a big deal.

Now a big lie, that is the worse kind ever, it start of small, then i gets bigger and bigger. Because the person telling the lie gets away with it. Then, when he is finally caught. There would be no escaping it. Trust will be broken, but can be earn back.

If you lie and eventually tell the truth. The heart and soul would be able to find peace and safety of others.

DREAMS...

i had a dream afew weeks ago .

It was more of a nightmare...

I was walking in a path where the was a bus stop that i needed to pass by from to get home from school . There were some guys on motorcycles . when i walk pass them, i felt that i should get home ask fast as i can . So i run, 2 minutes later, those guys came to me on their motorbikes . started asking me questions.

The only thing i could remember about that part of the dream is the reason i woke up .
I told the guy, "why are u asking me these, i would not know any of this ."
Then a pendulum like gaze a pond me, and took a large blade like object and slice my back skin, straight into the shoulder blade.

I felt and imagine the guy pulling the shoulder blade right out of me, and that is when i woke up .

sweating as if my air-condition was used as a heater in a hot day .

Sometimes these dreams i have comes true .But they only happen if i don't tell anybody . It would look and feel like deja-vu . Hopefully this does not happen in reality .

Basketball

dang ! . Finally when i can go in, coach wanted me to shoot the last ball in the last 15 seconds of the game . But i did not take it . Cause i was blocked into a pressure and way zhen did not pass it fast enough . I should have just shot it .

Understanding

its no point of understanding if the person tells u to understand , when u should have understand it on your own .

The Wolfman

this movie was so boring, shocking but boring .
if u hear all the stories about the werewolf .
Then u would be very bord of this movie .
It was so expected . haiz ....

JUSTICE LEAGUE

this movie was awesome ^^
here is the link to watch it
http://www.juraatmedia.com/full-movie/justice-league-crisis-on-two-earths-2010-video_7aab2b753.html

NICKELBACK - IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY

my best friend gave me the best advice
he said each day's a gift & not a given right
leave no stone unturned
leave your fears behind
& try to take the path less travelled by
that first step you take is the longest stride

if today was your last day
& tomorrow was too late
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
would you live each moment like your last?
leave old pictures in the past?
donate every dime you had?
if today was your last day

against the grain should be a way of life
what's worth the price is always worth the fight
every second counts 'cause
there's no second try
so live like you're never livin twice
don't take the free ride in your own life

if today was your last day
& tomorrow was too late
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
would you live each moment like your last?
leave old pictures in the past?
donate every dime you had?
would you call those friends you've never seen?
reminisce old memories?
would you forgive your enemies?
would you find that one your dreaming of?
swear up & down to God above
that you'll finally fall in love?
if today was your last day

if today was your last day
would you make it up by mending a broken heart
you know it's never too late
to shoot for the stars
regardless of who you are
so do whatever it takes
'cause you can't rewind
a moment in this life
let nothing stand in your way
cause the hands of time are never on your side

if today was your last day
& tomorrow was too late
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
would you live each moment like your last?
leave old pictures in the past?
donate every dime you had?
would you call those friends you've never seen?
reminisce old memories?
would you forgive your enemies?
would you find that one your dreaming of?
swear up & down to God above
that you'll finally fall in love?
if today was your last day

coma tropical , berjaya hills , bukit tinggi my jan 1st part 4 the last day of the 1 night trip

Ok so we check out and when to this Japanese garden place. Somewhere in the mountain, they have this room that you can change in to wear japanese cloths .
I did not wear it of cause and did not think of taking picture of those places .
Then after walking the whole way. We ended up at a japanese restaurant with only 1 waiter .zzz

Beside the restaurant, there was a beautiful garden, after i ordered. I when and took these photos .

coma tropical , berjaya hills , bukit tinggi my jan 1st part 3

My brother and i started getting bored in the place we're staying. So we talk a stroll around the place . Its quite small though and big at the same time .










They have a place to play volleyball too . Next to the volleyball court , there was a swimming pool . Didn't have time to take a picture of that though.











This is what you will see beside the village . A small garden, but that tree is 3 stories high .

















And this too. Alot of them


















This look cool, an iron suit . Not like Iron mans suit though . LOL

















LOL his weapon, the mini cannon . Hahahahaha

coma tropical , berjaya hills , bukit tinggi my jan 1st part 2

When my mum was checking in to the place . I when to look over the window .
Then i saw these to goose swimming around, i took the picture and realize that there was a staircase going down to the pond . @@ so i when down .














It was so calm .
Must have got use to the people that flood in this place everyday . @@











Cute couple . (Oooo)


















I started hearing another sound, then i turn over and see there was a white 1 to . @@
So as i was try to take its photo, i realize that there was another 1 straight infront of where i was taking the photo, then the second thing i notice is, this goose is a poozer . @@
It kept staring at the camera .
After i took it . it swam away .
LOL

coma tropical , berjaya hills , bukit tinggi my jan 1st part 1

This is some kind of castle they build . i dunno what it is, but it is big .
Really big, like can celebrate a wedding dinner big .









Now this is their so called . big bang tower . I never when up there before, but its some kind of office where you can go to find outdoor activity, and its 5 stories high @@
















And this is the street of coma tropical(french village). i was on another tower taking this picture, as u can see its quite high.
















and this is the view from the tower i took . Their quite nice actually, and this tower also has an elevator @@.


























Looking down the staircase, there is a Christmas tree @@. haven't picked up yet .
There is like, seven stairs in a spiral form going up and down .
I almost drop my phone taking this photo . =.=









I was taking picture of this tree, when suddenly, this kid comes out with her mom taking their picture .
So i thought " why not". So i just took the picture .